I live vicariously through my "hot" (so called by men and women alike) friend, and otherwise have no social life. If I am not job searching, I am reading manga or watching anime. In other words, I am a nerd. But not just any nerd. I can walk dangerous streets late at night and gangs of guys will drop their jaws and suddenly go silent as death when I pass. After I pass them, I can hear them say in breathless whispers, "Wow. Did you see her?...scary...." (True story; happened twice acutally *smug look*.) I have no idea why this occurs, but it does...I have no tattoos, no piercings, and look, in a word "organized" or maybe "neat." Sometimes I think my two greatest wishes are to own a katana and to publish my 4 sci-fi/ fantasy novels. But then I just become depressed realizing there is no need for swords in the 21st century, and anime romance is far-fetched when applied to the real world (not that I write about anime but that chivalry and those "perfect" men types don't exist).
I saw a woman in her 40s walking through campus with a genuine katana. How cool is that? Don't ask me why she had it, or why she was glaring at the young men that passed her, but she didn't look like she knew how to handle it even though she was carrying it around.
All in all, I'm most like Sunako from Wallflower/ Perfect Girl Evolution. Love of weaponry, gore, and biology, in denial about her feelings of men, doesn't care about appearance, yet would be the perfect "household mom" because of cooking and cleaning skills as well as taking care of children.
[spoiler] Kurosaki Ichigo is my secret crush! [/spoiler]