sleepysoftsakura

I spent one day to read this novel. Surprisingly, this story has only 21 chapters, when I'm used to novels with a hundred chapters or even more. So I thought that there would be nothing interesting and exciting in it, how could there be a plot in such a short story? But oh my god, starting from the first page I fell in love with it!

From now on only SPOILERS!

The fact that the emperor dressed in the woman to solve problems remembers me of the same scene in the Tian Guan Ci Fu novel. And it looks fun, however, the next part of the storyline makes me like "what the hell?!" (until this moment I didn't observe that this story is bl, tbh) Really, even I already understood they will fuck tonight, I somewhy thought that Jing wouldn't be on the top. Again maybe its because the beginning of the story is similar to Tian Guan Ci Fu, but in the end, Jing was.

Further, the plot, relationships, and the characters' tempers become even more interesting! Just look at Lu Cang: he wants freedom because he is a proud eagle and leader of mountain bandits that used to be free mustangs (i dunno why but bandits life for me like mustangs, they go wherever they want and do what they want to), but can't escape from Jing because he needs antidote otherwise he becomes shameless madman who addicted to sex; after getting closer with Jing he falls in love with him and becomes sex toy for emperor and then understood that have one-sided love - his love loves his uncle - and even got freedom and antidote, Lu Cang fucked up (or it's better to say that Jing is too jealous).

So now is Jing: catching and fucking Lu Cang he brought him back, making an emperors pet, and even when things become better - they can love each other - his love find the reason to worry about; after punishment Lu Cang he tried to reconciliation with him but fucked up (it's Lu Cang was too angry on him). Then comes winter, and in their relationships too, but isn't it a great idea to make other people kneeling to please Lu Cang to come back and if he refuses, as a plan B, the emperor can kneel too (and cry for better result). Sure, and it works and happy end! And so on, and so on.

Later, when they become official lovers and Jing fuck him softer, Lu Cang starts being afraid of what if they broke up. Of cause, it turns out in new misunderstandings. But after he had a chance to have wife and kid what he isn't allowed to, he truly realizes that love Jing and his own life as it is. What really good.

As I already said at the end of the story, Jing allowed Lu Cang to be on top, and I don't know why but I love this moment! No, I'm a liar cuz I know: emperor loves Lu Cang so much that can allow him to do such thing (only once, but still...) - that's what I love, the real love!

Also... This psychological drama has mature themes, physical and sexual abuse what I'm often not enjoyed, but in this story I adore it!

Well... Do you remember the last words of the epilogue, it's "only happiness" and after reading this I feel only this.

I have really enjoyed reading!

Originally review was posted on NU on my other account - lin lang man mu.