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lil1doll

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  • Joined Aug 17, 2012
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blackfire Mar 28, 2014

OMG YOU LIVE!!!!!

Ive been pretty busy too but I guess not as much as you, but the past week has been less busy so I have some spare time to watch some stuff, havent been tho in a long time. My hand is all good, almost completely forgot about that, but it has been two months!

Your dress looks amazing and thats awesome that you lost weight! I really got to start trying, I want to join a gym but i need to find a buddy.

And NOOOOO I did not get to go to Katsucon!!!!! grrrrrr I dont even know if we talk about that but there was a snow storm and we just decided not to go then we were like ok we can go to anime boston next month, then that didnt work out!!! ahhhhH!!!! and I couldnt go snow boarding!!!! And then i was super depressed for a while. All i have left is my anime convention in Jersey in June. so out of frustration I bought myself a PS3 and some games spending almost all of my money. Then I house sitted for like a week at my aunts, which was awesome bc i had tons of friends over. Got to borrow my nana's car bc shes in flordia still for a while. so still after i house sat Ive had my own car for like 3 weeks now and its pretty nice, but im late to school everyday ahhaha.

Oh and something important you might want to hear is I GOT A JOB!! whohh! I just started offically last week, I work at the board walk! Its the arcade/games outside. They love my personality and thought i would be great on a mic so Im on the outside games like the water guns and stuff like that. Its actually alot of fun! well i worked like 2 days so i cant say much but in the summer its a full time job! In summer i will have no time, but im doing it all to save and go see Vic! I dont even want to think that I cant go to AWA in Sep, I will get there!!!!

AND OMG I CANT BELIEVE YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH NOW!!!! I LOVE HARRY SOO MUCH SO MUCH! IVE HAD THE MOST AMAZING DREAMS ABOUT HIM TOO! DID I TELL YOU BUT IM GOING TO THEIR CONCERT AGAIN IN AUG!!! AND 5SOS WILL BE THERE TOO! THEIR SONGS HAVE BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD THE PAST 3 DAYS!!!

blackfire Feb 21, 2014

OMG you died from a spider didnt you!!! I knew they were always planning against the human race! Im so sorry I did not attend your funeral may you hold all your full metal memorys forever(●ゝω)ノヽ(∀<●)

blackfire Feb 12, 2014

OMG I cant believe i didnt see your last message till today!! its like a week later im so sorry! I havent been on the computer at all bc i literally have been craming my costume all day and night, nothing else I am soooo busy!!! I cant even believe i have time to type this! This is going to be another long message to keep you updated with my life, like you care lol ok so Ive been sick for like a week and now just feeling better! Last monday I woke up with a sore throat and felt terrible and luckly when I woke up they called a snow day last min. I was able to do alot of work on the costume sunday and monday. Then tuesday I woke up worse with the rest of the cold and all cold symptoms like runny nose, sinus pressure, all in my ears, and so on. but i really wanted to make it to school bc its the first day of all our new classes and such so I dragged on. The medine my mom got me for servere cold made me extremely out of it and passing out tired. So I dont remember what happens after I take it and fall asleep and apartly I will act like Im awake and talk to people soo like my parents were confused lol. then i stayed home wednesday and the meds had me sleeping all day! then I had to go to therapy at night. then I didnt work on my costume for three days bc i was so sick and who knows what I could have done to it unknowingly on those crazy pills. I slept over amandas friday and we stayed up all night working. again the meds had me passed out on my couch untill she was banging on the front door to pick me up. then all weekend up till crazy hours of the night working on it. even sunday I was up till 2! then I didnt even wake up till 7!!! I have to be in school by 7:10!!! I was almost an hour late to school plus my mom had to pick me up early to go get my license! I passed!!! Then me and amanda had a ton of running around to do getting things for Katsucon. All this late night working is proablly making me sick. I didnt go to school today either bc I was sick but mostly Im still not done with the costume!!! Now I need to be ready for tomorrow night! Im going to sleep over my aunts and were going to have to see how this stupid snow storm coming right for us is going to pan out. yeah I dont know how im goin to get it done. im going to be bringing everything to her house ugh all my stuff could fill the whole car. 

well on to the whole 1D thing...wow thats amazing! Im going to their concert in Aug at Met Life stadium! Im super excited for it, how sad is it that I bought one ticket for me? well i know a friend who will be excatily oposite sets on the other side of the place lol well i dont care i get to see them! I got to see them almost 2 years ago but not up close seats or anything. I was like 3 feet from their tour bus and got to wave to louis and harry! yeah i dream of them too sometimes I love when I have dreams of them. bc of these stupid meds they give me crazy real dreams. like I dont dream everyday anyway and my dreams can be extremely crazy all the time but on the meds my dreams are realistic like they could actully happen in life, extremely vertual in the sense everything feels soo real and i can really feel things, It feels like real life, I know im dreaming but it still feels more life like then normal I can remember them too and they are so vivid! One of them I was with Harry and we were just starting to date and we were on the beaching sitting on a blanket sitting close to each other with a picnic. it was so cozy. well im glad your obsessed theres no escaping it now.

ok i better go I talk way to much lol Im so not tired I just had like an hour ago belgium waffles with icecream at the dinner and it was the biggest thing you have ever seen! Amanda even got a picture of my face bc i was so in shock of how tall they piled the ice cream and whipped cream. still on a sugar rush O.o

blackfire Jan 30, 2014

Well a few colors would go good with that dress, im just not sure what colors you like. Almost any really pale color would look good like a light pale blue or light purple. But if you really want to stand out then I suggest red! Red would look so good with that dress and I think it would look good with your blond hair.

I actually heard of that daily lives of high school boys. Its super short so I can deffinately watch it in one night. I just finished another short seires called choas head on netflix. Its pretty good. Its more of a figureing out whos the master mind of a serial killer kind of thing, and the boy is accused of it and he's haveing like a complete break down and is kind of crazy. but idk its pretty good it was able to keep my attention with 12 ep. I've been so board at night and to lazy to watch something on my computer that Im just trying to find anything on netflix that I started watching Inital D. Its like the stupidest oldest show ever with the worst graphics but then Todd had to have a character so for some reason i keep watching it. Not all the time but an episode here and there or put it on when Im on the computer. 

we have finals tomorrow but then no school friday bc I can exempt them! Ive had a very stressful bad day. I hate my gym teacher so much hes the most unconsiderate selfish jerk ever! I hate him so much and he gives me such a hard time, like my grade was so bad bc of him. Im on medical and he gives me 0s and makes my participation grade terrible bc he saids im not doing gym, umm hello I broke my hand! I just practically flipped on him today I was just so stressed about everything else going on in my life and he just has to make everything worse, then when I wanted to go the nurse he almost didnt let me! the nerve of that guy!!! and he didnt even let my friend walk me down! he just started getting mad when I wanted to leave! then I had like a whole break down at the nurses office and the nurses told me he was giveing some other girl a hard time too. and I was completely right and she even photo copied the note again for him to prove him wrong. they also said hes not even going to be here anymore and they found a replacement. I was so happy bc ive never had a worse teacher in my life. then when i finally come back to gym he still gives me a hard time wont change my participation grade and then wants another note bc he said that the first one didnt cover monday! I mean really one day! I cant do anything for 3 months! Im already mad I couldnt go snowboaring this year and he was like well this says the 23rd. I though i would be done with gym anyway by then so I made sure to go all the way to the theripist and get a note to rub in his face tomorrow and they did a good job writing it too, its all like you obveously know she broke her hand last month and now just started going to phyical therapy so she cant do anything untill march. She cant do any gym so idk why there is a problem but if you do call me with any questions or comments. I hope he is offended. believe me if he wasnt already leaving then i would make sure to complain big time to someone with power so he can get removed or something. sorry thts alot and actually I tried summing it up but yeah not a great day but only one more day of that guy! and im already done with Chem and history for the rest of my life!whooh!

blackfire Jan 22, 2014

Wow that dress is amazing! what color were you going to get it in? You can always get tanner at the store. They have wipes too. Its kinda weird to wipe on a tan. but they have a bunch of stuff you can get at the store to be tan or you can just sit outside in the sun the old fashioned way. I never get a fake tan, I have a more olive skin so I tan easily. In the summer it doesnt take long for me to get really tan. Without trying I will be super dark by the end of the summer and then I get really light in the winter so I need to become tan again in spring.

Im glad you have wifi that would kill me I dont know what I would do. I mean I would play video games for a while but then get board of playing all the time. I live on wifi. Your a brave soul.

Still not really sure wht to start watching. alsdjfkhds I want to find something, im not very motivated lol