First off...huge TW.

Second...I legitimately gave up on love and life after this story and balled for the whole weekend. This story made every other sad story i've read feel like nothing.

Read at your own risk babes...you might die.

Even then I can say this is my favourite story ever of alllllll of the bl i've read. from all omegaverse stories to fluffy ones to basically all stories this ranks first for me.

Tear level: 💧💧💧💧💧+

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩(there will never be enough flags)

Now...i'm not even going to say anything.

Tear level: 💧💧💧💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩(never enough flags for this couple fr)

watched the anime first and honestly i suggest you do the same.

broke me so much i wondered if the author was a sadist or if she just had a bad day and wanted to hurt us all

Tear level: 💧💧💧...+💧 if you read the manga

Toxicity meter: 🚩

TW in story

i mean it's literally called 'even if you don't love me'...anyways this story did make me give up on love because this could've all been avoided with simple communication😭 it's heartbreaking how much damage misunderstandings can cause.

Tear level: 💧💧💧💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩

Ugly cry...that's all i'll say.

p.s- it gives romeo and juliet absolute tragedy vibes...heartbreaking 

Tear level: 💧💧💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩

Sad and torturous at the same time...the worst combo.

Tear level: 💧💧

Toxicity:🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩

honestly this one i cried out of pure frustration. heavy on the torturous and toxic love side, lighter on the sad side.

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity level: 🚩🚩🚩🚩

Now this story is more toxic than sad but it's so toxic that it becomes depressing.

Huge TW

i sincerely love the way that the characters are depicted in this story, there is so much depth to the point where you understand each and every one of them (even the side characters) and can't stay mad at them.

Tear level: 💧💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩🚩

its less toxic but so sad... its like the whole world is literally against them being together

Tear level: 💧💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩 

more torturous than sad...though it's still sad to an extent.

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity level: 🚩🚩🚩

Not that sad but incredibly toxic. Like why does the ml even bother...ugh poor boy. Where has your pride escaped to...I hope falling in love never makes me this dumb.

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩🚩🚩

if you haven't read or watched this yet...i don't even know what to say. anyways it's best to read it...you'll cry more. tho i do recommend watching for the musical effect (mafuyu's cry of pain in the song still makes me tear up till this day ifykyk).

yuki+mafuyu should have been endgame but life is cruel asf

Tear level:💧💧💧+💧(for certain chapters)

Toxicity level: 🚩

so toxic it pissed me off that the ml even liked him😒

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩🚩🚩

almost made me have abandonment issues 

Tear level: 💧💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩

first of...it's not bl.

but it's soooo good.

makes you realize how much ppl can do for the ppl they love...even tho doing so will literally dig their own grave.

Tear level: 💧💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩🚩

yep i have a thing for assholes apparently and so does the ml😁

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩🚩

i never thought this would be a warning i would ever give but if you're more a soft bl type...steer clear of this one. This is full on yaoi, like every chapter and is very visual...not for bl newbies.

Anyways it's a good toxic love, more toxic than sad.

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity level: 🚩🚩🚩

hmm it's sad if you have a strong sense of pride like me...and it's easy for you to see yourself as the main character 

you might cry...but you also might not.

you might just feel pity more than anything, hence my first statement, since i hate being pitied.

not as sad but it's a really good story nonetheless 

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩

hmm... honestly you will only cry while reading this if you're an absolute crybaby

this one is actually not that sad at all. Now why is it in this list? well it kind of is sad how dysfunctional this couple it tbh...a different kinda sad tho

I still really like this story even tho it has a very bad depiction of what living with mysophobia is like (some aspects are correct but the majority are just completely wrong)

anyways i just really like this couple for some reason 

Tear level: half a 💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩

first it's not bl...

second...this poor girl needs a break, she's gone through too much😭

and f her husband even if he's nice now😒

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩

again...not bl

but i hate trashta so much it's not even legal anymore and her husband ain't shit😒

she needs lots of love man...anyways this story made me cry out of frustration. as i was reading this story i hated all men and wondered why they were ever born😁

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩

story full of toxic crazy ppl and our poor ml who's just trying to protect his best friend. cried out of frustration from the misunderstandings tbh.

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩

it's quite unfortunate how life turns out even though 2 ppl can love each other but hurt each other so much at the same time.

Anyways...

Tear level: 💧

Toxicity meter: 🚩🚩