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Lol shall check it out if you send a link or instructions...and yeh my brother will be here soon with my new niece (Casey-lee) very American for some reason lol ...
You can sing anything for me if you wish and also got a bone to Pick with you....where is life is a bowl of cherries?! You took it down, probably because you was angry at me for going awol and not mentioning why. Which is understandable I probably would've done the same thing.
Lol when you said your your greatest ally ....yeh that's true for most people but I'm also one of those people who needs their hand held through anything to get it done. And wow, I like how frank you are with me aswell. You must trust me a lot. Either that or your like me and don't care what others think so will mention the bad things/personal things about the life. I wish I had the courage you have to dig myself out of this pit of despair I'm in but like I said I can't do anything by myself, I'm freaking useless. The only thing I want from life is to get to a point where I can say "I really helped that person with their life and also I really want someone to share my experiences with, platonically aswell. Because it would have to be a female, guys just bore me, most of the time their not on my wavelength ya know? I find I have a lot more in common with the opposite sex to be fair.
And what?!? You are referring to silent voice right? Coz I knew you'd like it! And do you see what I meant when I said "I'm sorry" ....that part for me so hard! She is the most adorable character in the whole entire anime world, am I right? She's the perfect girl....if I was to have a girlfriend she would be just like her...I'm drawn to disabilities...because it goes hand in hand with my want and yearning to care/help for someone, also would make me feel less insecure about my own problems. Lol I hope were talking bout silent voice but then again I didn't spoil anything so we're cool.
So yeh, you can sing me another song if you'd like and it's not corny at all, it's very sweet! I'm the sort of guy that appreciates the sentimental values in life.
Lmao I just realised that I used condone without putting won't in front of it, I bet you had to re-read the sentence and then giggled at that one. Lol I feel like a dumbass now...very sweet of you not to point it out! 😋😂
Ooooo I struggle to reply to your beliefs about people without sounding really pessimistic, because I strongly disagree, but I shall say this....don't you think people are like that in your country because they've been told to since a very young age? And not because they wanted to? There are plenty of foreigners that go over to these sorts of places and do the whole courtesy thing but it's not because they want to in most cases it's because it would be rude not to. I believe you think like this though for certain reasons, which are totally acceptable and understandable.
Lol this one I highly disagree on - but please see it as me being honest to you and not me trying to be mean or trying to ridicule you, but I feel that when you said about your friends being super straightforward and honest with their feelings, I feel that is your assumption and not fact. I mean yes you could be right but chances are very high that your wrong. Example - Jeffrey Dahmer was a lovely child who had a good upbringing, everyone thought he was a very nice and honest person but we all know the story there lol.
I feel your very trusting in other people which is funny because I am the opposite as you mentioned before, it is because of our lives and that's totally cool. Oh man I sound like the snake from the garden of Eden whispering into a pure hearted saint, trying to taint her view on life. I hope you will understand that this is just my feelings and respect them as I respect yours. I mean it would be silly if we agreed on everything not to mention fake as fk.
Lol there...I am satisfied now and lol it's your fault for getting me here at this point of conversation! 😂😂
I haven't always had a super bad life, I do remember some good times from when I was in a care home, and yes I have been abroad to France twice skiiing. I'm also a grade six skier. Well I was, but it's one of those things that you don't forget like riding a bike. I felt that those times were truly happy times for me, but I don't know if it's enough to have a perspective on the other side of thoughts on life.
One thing I am glad about all the crap I've sent through is I'm strong mentally as a result, you won't find much things that will upset me, it's weird though because my worst enemy is myself, I am the only one that gets me down. It's strange because if you threw someone into my situation they probably wouldn't handle it but for me I am content and accept the situation which is probably half my fault. I have a lot of regrets in my life. The one thing that really makes me laugh though is when I was 17 I had a job and was getting so much better with people and I was still good looking back then too. But it was all messed up because of one thing, wait for it..... I missed a bus! Yes I was working a late shift and I was a little late in leaving because some asshole spilt oil and didn't clean it up so when I was mopping the floors I had to stop once I realized (it was underneath the metal counters, next to the fryer) I had to stop grab a bunch of kitchen roll then get de greaser etc, took me about 10 minutes extra so that's why I missed the last bus, it had happened before which is why I was so salty when the manager refused my taxi home ( I thought he was a receptionist coz he was at reception) long story short I had a little bit of an attitude by saying "I will be telling Fiona tomorrow" ( Fiona-deputy manager) I then got told not to come in tomorrow ( fired ). If I didnt. Use that bus I'd be totally different now because that started a very bad spiral for me and it's gotten to the point of no return, lol when people ask me what that means I just say ( I'm done caring I don't give a shit where I end up or how ) I just take every day as it comes, some days are ok and some days are bad, hence why I went awol from this site a while back because I broke down, hated everything. It didn't help me at all just made stuff worse, which is why I'm glad I started streaming a month or so ago? Lol I have a bad sense of time , doesn't mean much to me tis all. But yeh streaming threw me for a loop coz I shocked myself with how comfortable I am with it, like you hear people with speech problems and they have singing that helps them with it but for me streaming helps me, there was a stream once with that girl I mentioned where she asked me to do discord and you'll see my response to her. I can't remember the video though, it was before traders though so it will be before the new beginning series...who knows lol funny thing is she went and promised to her stream that I'd join discord but failed to mention it would be typing and not mic...I was quick to correct her though, she is very cool but I don't understand just one bit.... She seems really clingy to me like she will message me saying are you streaming today and please stream and talk....she will also say hello to me all the time without me saying anything to her...you may find it normal but here's the catch she has a husband and child, so I just can't figure out why she finds me so interesting. Maybe it's a girl thing that I won't understand lol maybe you'd know?
Anyways I think I'll end the rant there, I always get really gloomy and it pisses me off... Can't help it though I'm one of those people that types what they're thinking as they think it without the filter, because I don't have a filter mainly because I don't give a crap what people think about me generally, however I do realise that a lot of the time I'm negative and that does annoy me with certain people coz I don't want to make others feel negative, because it's a contagious thing lol
Anyways I just started watch or portrait De petite cossette, and it's a mind fuck! Reason for watching : one of the few horrors I haven't seen that isn't 30 years old lmao.
Anyways farewell from your fellow otaku friend! Which btw is normal over here you shouldn't be embarrassed about it, just be you! And enjoy you for who you are coz your a very pure hearted down to earth lass! 😊🤗
I stream on YouTube straight from my ps4, and it seems illogical for me to tell you I'm ready and waiting for you to join stream, as your really busy and I can pretty much stream at the drop of a hat lol makes sense right? So no your not being bossy at all, your just basically saying I'm free now if you want to stream, because I only really want to stream for certain people if they want me to stream.
Also plastic memories was very good although I don't think it was romance, more of a lead up but not going anywhere thing, it hinted at a new season at the end though so who knows. The only android X human one I've seen is chobits.....maybe Saikano but she was human to start with but I guess she is an android but still it isn't the same you know? I really shouldn't be saying android it's confusing because android is a mixture of human and machine where as robot is 100 per cent robot. So yeh the only robot X human is chobits for me. Although it was too comic for me, like the animation and script was really immature.
Lol I just got soaked in the rain, because my dog hates the rain and outright refuses to go pee whilst out in it so I had to walk around for like twenty minutes, without showing how pissed off I was because he will definitely not go if he knows I'm pissed at him. So he's getting ignored from me for an hour as punishment, even though he won't learn a thing, at least it gives me peace of mind...sort of lol
Also don't watch silent voice with anyone, they will just ruin it. People tend to milk situations,for example they will always try and out do you, so Basically they will see you tear up then just burst out crying to beat you. Which will ruin the experience. Personally for me people only show their true colours in front of a very limited amount of people or sometimes nobody. Me for example, nobody knows how I truly am, because like I've explained to other people we all wear a mask, this mask is what we want to be perceived as. so if you think you know someone chances are very high that you dont. Kind of scary lol but that's how people are, which is kinda why I don't get along with much people. More of an animal person. Lol rant!
Anyways yeh just let me know when your free and I can set up stream for you...and lol I hope I'm not putting pressure on you because the way I would feel is I'd feel an obligation to join the stream and talk away etc. But trust me I am the one person that understands social obligation and I by all means condone you from feeling obligation towards me....just join and say hello so I know your there. I'll do the talking for both of us 😀 I'm weirdly comfortable with it for some reason.
Oh btw the way you should watch caslevania too! .... It's an American made anime but is really well done and I enjoyed it immensely, pretty sure there will be a second season aswell!
Anyways until next time. 🤗
Just finished a silent voice again....first time I've ever rewatched an anime.
So worth it!
Watch it! Watch it! Watch it! 😋