If you trying to use anime as temporary relief, stop it before it cost too much money and time. Regret is all left.
My life has been quite an upside down lately, I have a habit of isolation, and when things get tough it makes me to
eventually run away from problems.
Let's call this stress and depressions as fogs: ----> why? you can't think clearly when you feel lonely or get isolated. Remember back your family. Get in touch with them and you will be appreciated when you truly in a desperate situation.
For me, fogs have been not clear for a long time, but it finally took me to fully use my courage and go in as third-time retry. Sometimes it is true when you fall for the first time its feelings hurt. But if you don't take lessons, and fall down for the second time it will go down deeper and hurt terribly. The miracle of life is mental maturity took longer but eventually, age will tell you more lessons. It really terrifying to go and try after so many failures. Lady Luck will shine if you dare to challenge it.
I got to appreciate all youtube lessons and psychological lessons learn from every media. And these are the one I got when I was actually down. Anime was always an excuse for me to hide my isolations and depressions. People in my position really want to change it or restart their life. Its seem extremely horrible if you think of it and it loops inside your head. Wrong it as we know but still, the same to start the kick and all it took was just one kick to push back to society back and reconnect again. Instead of running again after your second lost third lost. Start it again. That one kick to start is hard but eventually, it will resolve one by one.
When life will hit you as hard as it can be when the moment you don't imagine it. And procrastination makes things worse by delaying more and more. It is like taking toxin slowly to fool yourself instead of what you should be taking is the antidote. And when you finally imagine and realized it how much you are in trouble as most of the anime watchers---don't run away, wake up and stop it. Things will be tough and solve them potentially lead to confident that will boost back and maintain your "Mental Growth"
-Force Wake it up
-Restarting is not hard, it just needs a kick. (do what the hell you had to do, cry, bag, pain, suffer and feel miserable)*go through it.
-Things will start to settle eventually.