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  • Joined Feb 18, 2021
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Favourite character in anime has to be Shouko Nishimiya. Love her and love A Silent Voice, my favourite anime movie by far. 

Sadest anime for me is Plastic Memories. This anime broke me, yes I'm a grown up and yes I cried..... ALOT. 

Unexpected anime I enjoyed was Quintessential Quintuplets. I Don't normally like the most popular characters but Miku.... Is Miku its hard not to love her definitely my favourite sister.

 Anime character that got treated badly in a romance anime that hurt the most was Ena Komiya. This hurt a lot and angered me, she was the best character and most likeable, the writers then got the viewers to fall for her, then broke her heart, so depressing.


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Ive never considered myself apart of this community, I liked anime back when I was at school and I used to enjoy it when I told people I liked anime, and they would say 'what's anime' . But when the popularity of anime increased it lost its appeal to me and I stop watching for a long time, I've never been one for following the crowd I tend to be one that always roots for the less popular things, and anime wasn't that popular back then (at least to my limited knowledge and according to my personal experiences) . But one thing I didn't like was the stigma attached to anime fans and viewers, people who were and are uneducated to anime unfairly judged anime fans and attacked them and I never understood why. 

That is until I got back into anime (due to boredom and depression) and signed up to this site, now I understand the judgments, u see if anime fans themselves can't appreciate anime why should the uneducated. Never have I seen such anger, such hatred, such overly critical and such overly oppiniated attitudes to the media they claim to be a fan of. To me if u like anime u should support it in all its forms, (NOTE I am not saying u should like everything just because its anime) I am saying support it by being fair and open to all forms of story telling and characters. The amount of hate I have seen to characters especially is insane. How old are the people on this site, giving death threats to a fictional character saying they should burn in hell or they shouldnt exist etc is a whole new level of stupidity I have never seen before (it's like everyone wants every character to be a badass happy kind individual and all anime to be about sunshine happiness and rainbows) whenever an anime tackles a dark or difficult subject or whenever a character is portrayed with realistic personality flaws, people go insane and start crying. If u don't like a character fine u have every right to, just click the heart or broken heart and move along, stop wasting energy projecting anger on fictional characters (there is far worse things in the real world to be getting angry about, waste your energy tackling those things instead). 

Anime is supposed to be entertaining and fun but it can also take the form of anything and thats great, it's an effective way of story telling where the writers should be free to tell the stories they want but honestly with the so called anime fans or should I say anime dictators, I don't know why they bother honestly so much complaining and moaning its oh so boring. Rant over I guess. 


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OsumarefromMAL Apr 13, 2021

You left a comment on my profile but it got deleted. What happened? Was I the wrong person you sent that to?

abbyishere4manga Apr 10, 2021

Hi Xairyan, 
I know you'll be inactive for a while but know that i'll always cheer you up! I really hope you're okay and maybe still enjoy our talks once in awhile? I'll miss you but i completely understand and support you! I wish you the best and i adore this friendship!
Thank you for listeninging to the songs, bye bye friend~! 

abbyishere4manga Apr 9, 2021

Thanks Xairyan! Oh i wasn't abandoning you >w< so sorry!

These songs are a mix of everything but work with each other!

Here are the songs: (In order)

I saved the world today - Eurythmics, Annie Lennox, Dave Stewart; (Offical Video) 

Bitter Sweet Symphony - The Verve (Offical video's better in my opinion haha)

My Skin - Lizzo

Changes - Lauv 

Rap God - Eninem (Clean version if you want but whichever one works; I can't even hear the curses because it's too fast haha)

Round and Round - RATT 

Mr. Perfectly Fine - Taylor Swift (Taylor's Verison Uploaded on April 7th 2021)

Gone - ROSE (M/v) (Rose is in BlackPink K-Pop Group)

Mean it - Lauv and LANY

Circles - Post Malone 

Prom Queen - Beach Bunny 

All We know - The Chainsmokers

I lost a friend - (Nightcore by Kirito) by FINNEAS (The nightcore has a boy looking out of the window)

Dandelions - Ruth B. (Lyric version by Cloudy)

Overthinking - Sophie Pecora

abbyishere4manga Apr 8, 2021

Sorry for not responding in awhile, i was a bit busy and it's a tad personal..anyways! I check out the songs and here's what i think:

Steve Joblonski - My Name is Lincoln: I really enjoyed this, and the strength of this beautiful song is extradinary. It's definitely a stress coping song~ i really enjoyed the built up tension and then it fading out instantly and steadily working it's way back up. 9/10

Tunes of Fantasy - The Way: I liked the gentleness of it, it didn't so much as calm me down, but it enlightened me and it made me realize this song has a story 8.5/10

Audiomachine - Above and Beyond: I enjoyed the harmony of this piece and while i'm not christan i thought of a church etc and a bunch of cogs being intertwined together. Really liked it as well 8/10

City of hope: Was a little loud however still quite enjoyed it. 7.5/10

Enternal flame: Also quite neat; i liked the video~ 7.5/10

The Messenger- Really liked the whole aestethic and reminded me of Artemis (The Greek Goddess)

Really Slow Motion - Riding the Light- Wow it's very hippity hoppity with the keys. I like the drama and volume; 8/10

Beneath the starry skies- Reminds me of the ending of The greatest showman movie, really adored the effects; Also reminded me of a girl reaching out for hope and catching it 8.5/10

Sun and Stars- reminds me of flying through clouds right before a sunset, and it's kind of telling me "it's alright that times going by and embrace it" almost. Anyways! 8.5/10

Dreamland - It reminensced me of an adventure i wished i had, and realizing that everyone i was on this adventure with had passed away but i still kept these memories. I don't know that sounds weird but it gave me a bitter-sweet feeling. 8/10

Restoring Hope- Not much to comment on it, nice for when you're working on something as background music 7/10

Marcus Warner - Africa: Very pretty and refreshing! Vocals without lyrics helped 8.5/10

Bianca Ban - Spirit of Africa: I adored this song and it's high notes and welcoming atmosphere; 8/10

Florian Burr - You Will be the King's - I liked the one a lot and it felt unique and not like the rest of them in some aspects. 8/10

Thomas Bergersen - Sun - I heard a heart-warming whistle almost guiding me back because it seems i was lost..What am i saying? Anyways, really liked it! 7.5/10

Two Steps From Hell - Breathe - It felt like a breathe of freash air haha 7.5/10

 Compass (lyrics) - I really enjoyed this, and while i don't understand Norweigan, i really adored that i couldn't and i still connected to it. 8.5/10

 - Colour the Sky - Not my favorite but i enjoyed the flute/whistle in the background and bango? Bango right? Drums? Anyways haha, 7.5/10

 - Cassandra - really enjoyed this courageous song and all of it's wonders~ 9/10

- Eria  - Very pretty :) 8/10

(It took a little while to finish this all so that's also a reason i've not responded, sorry!)  

Anyways, i really enjoyed them! Tell me if you still want me to send songs haha~ Hope you're well Xairyan! 

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