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  • Joined Feb 19, 2021
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Favourite character in anime has to be Shouko Nishimiya. Love her and love A Silent Voice, my favourite anime movie by far. 

Sadest anime for me is Plastic Memories. This anime broke me, yes I'm a grown up and yes I cried..... ALOT. 

Unexpected anime I enjoyed was Quintessential Quintuplets. I Don't normally like the most popular characters but Miku.... Is Miku its hard not to love her definitely my favourite sister.

 Anime character that got treated badly in a romance anime that hurt the most was Ena Komiya. 

My Favourite AMVs









Some epic anime scenes/moments 


Minato Namikaze (Naruto Shippuden) 



Satoru Gojo (Jujutsu Kaisen)   


Tanjiro Kamado (Demon Slayer) 


Nezuko Kamado (Demon Slayer) 


Shinobu Kocho (Demon Slayer) 


Mirai Kuriyama (Beyond the Boundary) 


Izumi Nase (Beyond the Boundary)  



I never considered myself apart of this community, I liked anime sure, back when I was at school but I was never completely into it, I did however use to enjoy it when I told people I liked anime, and they would say 'what's anime??? '  But when the popularity of anime increased it lost its appeal to me and I stopped watching for a long time. I've never been one for following the crowd I tend to be one that always likes the less popular things, and anime wasn't that popular back then (at least to my knowledge and from personal experiences). But one thing I didn't like was the stigma attached to anime fans and viewers, people who were and are uneducated to anime unfairly judging anime fans and attacking them and I never understood why. 

That is until I got back into anime (due to boredom and depression) and signed up to this site, now I understand the judgments, u see if anime fans themselves can't appreciate anime why should the uneducated. Never have I seen such anger, such hatred, such overly critical and such overly oppiniated attitudes to the media they claim to be a fan of. To me if u like anime u should support it in all its forms, (NOTE I am not saying u should like everything just because its anime) I am saying support it by being fair and open to all forms of story telling and characters. The amount of hate I have seen to characters especially is insane.

How old are the people on this site? giving death threats to a fictional character saying they should burn in hell or they shouldnt exist etc is a whole new level of stupidity I have never seen before (it's like everyone wants every character to be a badass, happy, kind individual and all anime to be about sunshine, happiness and rainbows) whenever an anime tackles a dark or difficult subject or whenever a character is portrayed with realistic personality flaws, people go insane and start crying. If u don't like a character fine u have every right to, just click the heart or broken heart and move along, stop wasting energy projecting anger on fictional characters (there are far worse things in the real world to be getting angry about, waste your energy tackling those things instead). 

Anime is supposed to be entertaining and fun, but it can also take the form of anything and thats great, it's an effective way of story telling where the writers should be free to tell the stories they want, but honestly with the so called anime fans or should I say anime dictators, I don't know why they bother. Honestly so much complaining and moaning (I say as I have just complained and moaned) its soo boring. Rant over I guess. 


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ClairIsHere4Manga Dec 23, 2022

Did I say something mean or offensive? I apologize if I have, I didn't mean for anything to be taken with those connotations 

ClairIsHere4Manga Dec 22, 2022

Xairyan? Are you alright? Please reply soon, im a little worried about you. 

ClairIsHere4Manga Nov 24, 2022

I don't hate you I just like watching you suffer XD

Hi Xairyan! I'm late as ever-but for some good reasons ;-; 

Aw, that made my day! I missed you as well :>  

We could if you want, however I'm positive I won't be able to respond every day or every couple of days...especially now that the semester is almost over (aka....finals, oh the dread)

Totally auto correct ;) 

I'm glad you're reaching out to people and expanding your social circle, I'm quite inept at doing so myself, it's hard and difficult, but rewarding nonetheless. 

All I have is my work ;u; I'm like a very powered-from-caffiene machine haha

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHHHHHH I about died when I first read "U really like her... In what way?" My god if you knew her in real life. She's absolutely terrifying if I haven't made myself clear XD It's like a boss and worker relationship, fearing for your life at every turn but moving forward because the work is fufilling 

Your humour has been rubbing off on me...you're internet contagious (see? Bad unique humour) 

Thanks, I even tempted talking to the producers or my teacher about it, but decided to let it go. They're still my friends and frankly, I'm quite awkward in my broadcast journalism group, and only are comfortable around a certain number so i'll take what I can get. But I know now to never agree to do something like this again! :) 

I was bright eyed all day when I read "Of course u are the best actor, the best at everything in your class it seems. Ur the best actor but u prefer to be behind the scenes, I guess thats what u feel more comfortable with but i hope ur talent doesn't go to waste." Literally had me grinning from ear to ear. 

Actually, decided to revise the first 60ish pages, not exactly happy with them at the moment, but I don't know when I'll find the time to do that. 

You'd actually be very very very proud of me. Or not, but I'd assume a little. (You're not a huge fan, but you're still a brit so..) I've been brewing really good english breakfast. I start off with loose leaf english breakfast in one of those mini drainers that retain the tea but doesn't spread it in the water. Then, I brew water in an electric kettle and eventually pour into a medium size mug. This is usually how I ended it, but now I grab unsweetened almond milk and pour a splash on top. I can't resist, it tastes so good and warm and it's been pretty chilly now that winter's upon us. What do you think? Do you approve? Am I an honorary Brit?

Hmmm Grudge? Lights Out? I'll check it out! 

Sarcasm? Whaaaaat..Me? Never! ;) 

"I don't think I have ever tried coffee before." W-what-what! I live and breathe black coffee. I have 3 cups a day, usually a double shot espresso and over 5 green teas. (Now with a breakfast tea addition!) This is like a cry for help. This is bad. Very very bad. Go somewhere, anywhere, you honorary american and join the bandwagon of obsessed caffiene addicts like me. 

Okay so, 

I've been on break since Saturday, we have a week off, and in that time i've tried to shed down the constant piles upon piles of homework as well as volunteer. You know those mascots at Disneyland? Well i don't either since I haven't ever been but think of a dragon mascot that's huge and red and you've got me volunteering for 5 hours. Let's retrace our steps here. How did I get there? Well, it started months ago when I signed up, but then it really begins a couple days ago at urgent care. I was getting a tb test, as I volunteer at a children's hospital and it's a mandatory thing ever visit. I did have a tuberculosis scare though, since I reacted to it, becoming red on the injection spot and puffing, but a doctor looked and after contempliation I was in the clear. Anyways, the night of I don't sleep much. Waking up at 5 am isn't fun. Waking up and wearing uncomfortable clothes and driving an hour on the congested freeway isn't either. :( (I thought you'd need an emoji by now). :) :< ;) is that helping? Anyways.. Once we get to the pediatric hospital, which is in a very dangerous neighborhood might I add, we wait a little for services to arrive. Then, we went under the hospital and filled up cart after cart of thanksgiving baskets for the patients and their families. :)  These consisted of canned foods and other items because most of the patients can't afford to have a meaningful thanksgiving. It's quite heavy, as we drag 85 6.8 kilogram each baskets and games upstairs. 
Then, one of the services asks me if I can be "Ozzie," the mascot dragon, because I'm the right height ;-; a jab at my ego but I agree. Later, I'm in Ozzie after much assistance, and it's hot, sweaty, reeks of sweat, heavy, and the mascot head leans on your actual head and it's weight crushes you. After 5, yes, 5 hours of running around, I'm free. But, the highlight was hugging the little children and taking photos. It was very sweet and wouldn't change that for the world. Although some of the very littluns were afraid of me... ;0; 

My brother's been pretty upset with me. He's jealous, or frankly frightened of his ever tangible position as favorite. Which, i don't exactly care for, but my parents make it a habit of covering for him and blaming me for his downfalls or messes. It's a bit disheartening, but what can you do except focus on yourself?

I might want to be an environmental lawyer. I don't know. Some schools in Washington sound nice. But I've always wanted to be a writer, and maybe something in broadcast journalism or writing novels. It's been a long-time (very long-time) passion, but it's not a stable career. So I wonder if successful for me means financial gain and stability or doing what I love. I don't exactly know which route to take. I'm scared of not being self sufficient but I'm scared of being like those around me, people who hate their jobs, lives, and only wish for escape. 

It was funny, because, in Spanish someone said to my friend that she must be smart because she sits next to "Clair" and some of that smartness must've rubbed off on her. That made my day :) haha 

I wonder how thanksgiving will be tomorrow...well, I'll post you in when I get the chance! 

Fortunately for you, I've got to go, so you won't die over a long reply XD

Goodbye Xairyan!

ClairIsHere4Manga Oct 24, 2022

I'm an idiot I got the date wrong 

it was September 28th, not august 😂

ClairIsHere4Manga Oct 24, 2022

XAIRYANNN!!!!! I know it's been 2 months, but just scrolling down and seeing my super long message and I know for a FACT you're going to hate me :> 
Anyways, continue..