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  • New Hampshire
  • Joined Jul 14, 2015
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 Hello There!

My name is Amanda and I live in New Hampshire. I am not necessarily new to anime; however I have only just recently gotten into it more enthusiastically. I was first introduced to it, to be technical, when Pokemon first premiered and became popular back in the late ‘90s. I used to watch the cartoons and play the video game, not realizing that it was only one small part of a HUGE genre of epic stories. I just thought they were silly cartoons for children like Looney Tunes and Scooby Doo that were just drawn differently.

It wasn’t until high school that I was re-introduced to it, though even then, I thought it was really strange. There were a few that I did like, such as Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, Inuyasha, and Hellsing, but there sere others that I just couldn’t really get into, like Sailor Moon (I know it’s a classic, sorry…). I tried desperately to be as into it as my other friends were, but it was really hard to do that.  Also, back when my friends and I were watching and reading it, you couldn’t really just look them up online… you had to either buy the movie or manga or borrow it from someone.

I gave up on it for a long time, until just recently when I had a little too much free time and plenty of You Tube channels to surf. I found the Hellsing Ultimate OVAs and proceeded to become obsessed by everything I found, little by little. From Hellsing, to Tokyo Ghoul, to Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler), to Code Geass, to Attack on Titan, I thought to myself, what the heck have I been missing!?

Now I’m a proud Otaku-in-training! I have discovered many new ways to feed my addiction: You Tube, Crunchyroll, and Hulu for anime, and Manga Bird and A+ Manga apps for manga. These are awesome because most of them update with new episodes and chapters automatically and give suggestions based on what you watch or read.

Leave any comments or suggestions and I’ll try to respond to them. Follow me and I’ll follow you back! Thanks! <3



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BeckaPanda Feb 24, 2016

I'm two months late :o 

But I stilll wish for you a merry christmas and a fantastic new year <3

How are you doing? ^^

BeckaPanda Nov 12, 2015

Thank you so much, that means a lot ! (⌒▽⌒ゞ

Hahah, I agree. The start of the relationship was a bit creepy and "harassing". But they are so cute together and take good care of eachother <3 I like how they don't care about the age differens and that they try to work things out, regardless of the challenges they meet. I just.. Nosebleed! (●♡∀♡) Best way for me to tell you what I feel about them

I started full heartedly around last year.. or the summer before that.. I don't remember :s But! One or two years ago. But because of school and other things, I have my on and off periods. Right now I'm in a little on period, but not as much as I want to. I have like 10 shows I want to start TODAY, but I need to control myself a little - though it's hard. And yes! Thankfully for the internett!

I understand what you said, and I agree with you fully on that things can be good even thoug they don't follow scripts. But I am an either an book person or a movie/show person. I don't like to mix script and shows. I don't know if that makes me weird or what, but the things I read - I made my own visual story in my head, and then watch it on the screen, it's just wrong for me :)

Really? You wrote some fanfiction? Maybe I have to read them sometime :D I wish I was as good in writing! I have an all around big fantasy, but my grammar is not the best. My teachers always tolled me that the loved my story and the idea around it, but I really needed to work on my grammar.. Tehee :p

Talk to you later ^^

BeckaPanda Nov 9, 2015

yes, I'm in college. I'm studting to become a Verneplier - There is no translation to it yet >~< But I can try to explain it: The social educator facilitator for people with physical, mental or social disabilities in everyday life. Through environmental work, habilitation and rehabilitation work contributes protective caregiver to increase the quality of human life. The work is particularly linked to individuals with developmental disabilities, but the protection hygienist also work with people with physical disabilities, mental illness, substance abuse, and dementia. The social educator assists people with different needs to manage their everyday lives themselves and make important decisions. The tasks for social educators vary widely, depending on where you are employed. Common tasks for a social educator are: contribute to daily care, providing social support and guidance facilitate self-management, education and training maintain skills and establish new skills provide advice and guidance to colleagues and collaborators administration and management education, professional development and research The job often consists in assisting users also outside the home, including being able to cope with work and schooling. Hahah, wow, it was long but I hope I gave you a better idea of what it is ^^

Wow really? Then I shall cross all my fingers and toes for you to find something soon! :D *crosses fingers and toes*, I think it's great that there are people out there that want to teach, I bet you are a good teacher ^^

I can't wait to get started in Fullmetal Alchemist! I just need to finnish the ones I allready started.. I finnished Durarara!! and Karin this weekend, so I'm getting closer ! :3 

Yeah, I have seen Sekai-ichi too :3 I liked it, but I love junjou so much more, for the single reason of Usagi and Misaki <3 I'm fangirling so hard over Usagi! (♥ω♥ ) ~♪ I can't wait to start season three on junjou romantica T^T It really takes a lot of strenght to wait.. But I will do this :3 Ah, Usagi-san <3

I have put them in my list, So I'll make sure to watch them :3 Oh my, so many animes to watch! How will I ever find the time!?

Oh man, that suck.. Why can't they just follow the manga?? I haven't read any of the mangas, but I hate when something you love to read is being made into a show.. then the show doesn't follow the scrip.. GAH! The time I found out I will never watch a movie from a book I loved again. I loved the book "I am number four" - the movie sucked compared to the book. So never again! :o If I read something, I won't watch the movie/show based on it ^u^ Hahah! Sorry about my little rage there ^^

I wish that I had read more manga or had the time/energy to read manga. But since I read a lot of school work, I don't have the brain to read manga when the time comes. It's easier for me to just watch the anime :/ I feel bad about that. I really liked the feeling of reading manga, when I have read the few that I have.

I haven't seen God Eater yet either.. Man, I need to keep up! I have it on my list, so don't you worry, I have it in the cards to watch :3 

Don't stress it.. It took me months to get into Durarara!! But when I came to episode 10, then I started to like it. It just was really slow for me and hard to pay attention to it all :p

Happy late Halloween! :D 

Talk soon <3

BeckaPanda Nov 2, 2015

Hahah, I know.. Once again, I'm sorry - But I'm back now ! :3

In the time I have been gone I had my inturn, school/homework and part-time job. So I had a little to much to do. Almost everyday in two/three months, I woke up at 6am, and went to bed at 2am. I need my sleep O.O And no anime or mange.. horrible!! to much time? May I ask what you're doing, like school or job? ^^ (you don't have to answer if you don't want to)

I know! I hated that part in Akame ga kill.. but it's still one of the animes that makes me tear up and need to call my friends after just to tell them that I love them. When it comes to Vampire Knight, I really hope there will be a third season, but after this long, I doubt it. So I'm thinking that I will read the manga just to see what happens in the end :3

I know! I really love junjou and Love stage! they are so sweet! *fangirl moment* Sadley I haven't seen the third season of junjou yet, I need to catch up on so many things o.o I'm happy that you have come over to  the yaoi side and see that there are so many sweet things here (^w^) When it comes to the others you mentioned, I haven't got to see them yet.

Really? It's wonderfull when you find someone to fangirl over ! :D 

Thank you, I will put them in my list! And I really appreciate that you wrote about the anime, it's easier to want to watch it than just get the name (^u^)

Nono, don't worry, I really like long comments. To feel that a person sat down and used their time on me and to write to me makes me really happy ^^ 

Shall we see, right now, I don't have anyone to recommend because I haven't seen any all the way through yet. But I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul right now, and beside that I'm watching durarara!! and Kuroshitsuji - I really like this one :3

Talk to you soon !

BeckaPanda Oct 23, 2015

Long time no see! I'm so sorry for being MIA the last almost three months. But I'm back now :D  I hope you have been well??

When you tell me that FMA is a masterpiece.. Well then I know that the next anime I will start watching (after I clean my current watching list), will be FMA :D Really, a masterpiece?? Now I'm exited !

So have you gotten any further with the Vampire knight manga or Akame ga Kill! since last we spoke?  :) I get you! I can easy get confused if I watch to many things at once, that's why I like to watch one, two or three at the time, to soak up the story and to switch between so I won't get tired of it :D 

Sometimes I wish I could not have so much in my hands. I haven't had tima for any anime almost in the past three months, I don't know how I kept sane.. Well, I'm back now and have more time to use here and talk to people again ^^

So what are you currently watching now? Have I missed out on a lot of good animes? :o