This is without a doubt one of the worst shit I have ever read. If not the worst.
I started reading it at because I read the comments saying it was good. Pffffff tough shit! Don't fall for that like I did.
The whole story in itself is torture. The female lead is tired of her life. Tried to kill herself but failed but instead get turned up in to a kid. And she comes to the conclusion that the only reason she is alive is because of love. Yep another cliche shit. She wants to fall in love. That concept in it self is fine. But it's just the way the it is written that ruins everything. For her to fall in love she "needs" to get another identity and leave everyone of her disciples. She leaves just like that. With them believing she is dead. For most of them she was like a mother figure. That's what she was in their eyes. But in hers eyes they were only in the way. It's disgusting, how the author tries to normalize irresponsible and selfish behavior as a good thing. She never tells them anything, she only thinks about herself and herself only. Not even the guy who's been friends with her from the beginning can get trough to her. He likes her. But she is sooooo dense. I hate mange where the whole purpose is already there but the Mc does not see it. And is going to take for ever until she finally realizes that. The only thing that saves it is the art. That is totally fine. Not the most impressive one but just okay. God I wish I never wasted my time reading this shit. Please don't red this. For ur on good. It sucks. It will leave a bitter taste in your mouth.