Antares90's avatar


  • Oklahoma
  • Joined Apr 21, 2015
  • 28 / M

Hiya, thanks for visiting my profile! Not much I can tell ya about myself, but I'll do my best. I'm always up for a chat, so don't be afraid to follow me. c:

About me: Call me Antares or Ptolemy, either is fine. I live smack dab in the middle of Tornado Alley and the Bible Belt. Practicing Catholic (as best as I can) so I can try to answer questions or debate on religion. D&D 3.5 is my favorite edition out of all D&D content and would like to keep it that way. While I fancy sci-fi, astronomy, and history, I am definitely not an astrologer.

Hobbies: Besides anime? As mentioned, the biggie here is D&D. 3.5 is m favorite edition thanks to all the material just waiting to be used. I'm currently (and slowly) writing a story and based my campaign on that. Knowing the dangers of setting things in stone, I let my players cultivate what they want in my homebrew world instead of making a linear storyline. I also own a PS4 and play on it every day. If you wanna play FFXIV or Ark, drop that PSN ID.

Pictured: How often do you get to punch an evil god that is incredibly stronger than you? Manigoldo is badassery and courage rolled into one man.

Love: Inside all of us, there is a story to tell. Our lives don't fall under a category, but rather fall into something that is unique to them. Perhaps that in itself is a category, but it will never fall under just comedy or drama.

Let's talk anime! 

I don't think I did bad on my list but it's not as big as compared to many of you. Then again, I get picky with my choices and once I don't like something I set it back and never watch it again. So far that anime is Akame Ga Kill. I plan to keep it that way.

I currently like fantasy, adventure, slice of life, and anything wholesome. Current dislikes include excessive gore, fanservice (with exceptions) and any of the sexy tropes. Crossovers are awesome.

If there is anything on my list you want to inquire about, I'll do so to the best of my ability. I recommend every single anime I have on my watching and watched lists for reasons too numerous to list here. But as questions are asked, I'll edit this section as to why I like the anime inquired about.

Like List: I'm a simple man. I like a character, I click that heart button.

Dislike List: It's a simple matter. When it shows you Disliked characters, it opens up with "I'm not a fan of these characters." I don't care if they "did a good job at making people hate them." If I'm not a fan of a character, then THEY'LL GO ON THAT LIST. This is the hill I'll die on.

I LOVE the dandere trope, as seen below.


Protect that smile.

 My thanks to Kouta Hirano for such bloodthirsty protagonists. 



Currently Watching: Fist of the North Star

Favorite Character: Rei 



Currently Watching: The [email protected]: Cinderella Girls

Favorite Character: Anastasia


Gaming Info

PSN ID: RVDfan90 

FFXIV: Sisyphus Stratos (Ultros server)

Ark server: ArksLife-BoostedModdedDrops (Center PvE map)

Discord: Antares90 #9366




For some reason, my taste for music is quite odd. I was more into game music when I was a kid. Never took the time to get into new bands or anything like that, I just listened to whatever anyone in the house listened to. My love for game music remained after coming of age, but eventually got into bands such as Motorhead and some System of a Down. I did like a lot of the music I played on my PS2 copy of Guitar Hero, though. Currently, my favorite band is Man With a Mission, which is one I'd recommend for J-rock fans.


Special Thanks

TheDarkestHour: For the anime and music recommendations and....just being yourself c:


Quote Wall

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."
-Lao Tzu

"Never worry about numbers. Help one person at a time and always with the person nearest you."
-Mother Teresa

"A little bit of mercy makes the world less cold and more just."
-Pope Francis

"There is nothing as forceful as the human heart. And there is nothing as vulnerable as the human heart. There is nothing that satisfies the human heart more than love. Also, there is nothing the heart craves and desires more than love. The soul and food of the heart is love. That is why love is like water which soothes, heals, cleanses, fills and satisfies the human heart's thirst. In fact, all evils are committed because the human heart lacks love. Conversely, all good deeds are performed because love drives the heart to see others happy." -Fr. Cassian Sama

"The truth is like a lion. You don't have to defend it. Let it loose. It will defend itself."
-St. Augustine

"Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full value of joy you must have someone to share it with."
-Mark Twain

"What other people think of me is becoming less and less important; what they think of Jesus because of me is critical." - Cliff Richard

"Being single isn't bad. What is bad is giving up hope on finding that someone special."
- Anonymous

"Even though you are competent, appear to be incompetent." Sun Tzu (The Art of War)

"If we give up when facing problems of this level, we should not have expected anything from the start."
-Shiroe (Log Horizon)

"Don't lie to yerself! It's best to live honestly!" -Clay, Pokemon Black 2

"A flower blooms and withers. A star shines and will one day disappear. The Earth, the Sun, the Milky Way, and even this great universe... A day will come when they will die. One man's life, when compared to this, is nothing more than the blink of an eye. And during this instant, a man is born, laughs, sheds tears, fights, gets injured, feels happiness, sadness, hatred towards people, love towards others. All this only lasts an instant." -Virgo Shaka (Saint Seiya)

"It's not the net worth of one's life that's important. It is the day to day concerns, the personal victories, and the celebration of life... and love!"
-Terra Branford (Final Fantasy VI)

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MonsterDream Jun 18, 2019

Thank you. I wish you all the best too. :3 

And I hope that situation with your friend gets some kind of solution or you both will be able to get some kind of closure so you could move on ... if that's what you need and decide to do.  

MonsterDream Jun 18, 2019

Thank you. :3 

MonsterDream Jun 18, 2019

To be honest I wasn't so sure I made a good decision at first but now I believe I did, yeah.  I can go back to school in two years if I want to. 

MonsterDream Jun 18, 2019

Yeah ... people sometimes simply don't want to understand certain things ... 

I do understand your lack of stamina too though.  I dropped out University after I had spent almost 5 years trying to get my Master's degree in translation studies.  And  during those five years I took three academic leaves because of my mental health problems and now I dropped out entirely because of my job.  I just couldn't do both. 

MonsterDream Jun 18, 2019

Well I'm glad you are enjoying it.  And I know a lot of people who have not gone to have higher education for similar reasons so I understand that completely.  Education isn't cheap ...