AkwardLiz

Hello there and I am Elizabeth. I live in the United States and I currently am in university for accounting. I am also currently 21 years of age. I care deeply about everyone that appears in my life and I try my best to be kind to them. However, I often times fail because of how socially awkward, the fact that I don’t think I’m good enough for people around me (primarily this), and my fear of saying something wrong. I’m trying to improve who I am more and more though and trying to figure out what I desire and want most in my life. Even if I’m always unsure though, I’ll never be unsure of what I have faith in. My birthday is August 19th also, meaning in literal zodiac terms I am a Leo. However, in other terms I am a cusp meaning a blend of two signs. In my case I’m a Leo-Virgo meaning I have a mix of quiet intellgence and the ability to at the same time be very bubbly, loyal, and charismatic. As a result, I aim for genuine and deep connections, meaning you will never ever see me at noisy and loud events (like parties) since I seek out genuine people who are interested in me. However, both of these signs are honest and hard workers so really at times I do benefit. Most of my friends think I’m something else, strong, unique, and caring at times this is hard to believe, but the older I get the more I see it.

Most people on here don’t describe what they look like but I might as well since, this is after all a bio. I am 5’5 in height, not short nor tall, right in the middle. My hair is a long and brown and my eyes also brown. I typically wear clothes that make me stand out a bit, but not too much meaning I’m typically modest when I get dressed. Though the older I get the more I am starting to care less about what is in style. Summer is the time where I explore myself the most though and I care less about modesty. I’ve been told I’m pretty by various people, but it wasn't until a few years where I believed them. I’ve always had low confidence ever since I was little. It’s still something I struggle with. A lot of experiences in my life has made me this way of course. My constant acne outbreaks don't help. Really what I have right now keeps me going. 

Anime wise I don’t have any extreme favorites but ever since I could remember I’ve been super into romance so in a way you could consider me a romantic. More than likely I’m a hopeless romantic but I still try to keep my heart far enough where I know I’ll be safe. Also lately I’ve been going more witht the flow due to my studies. I am more than likely to watch a series with multiple episodes now than before or a series that will actually keep my attention. 

Music wise I am all over the place. The only genre I tend to not like really is country music at times, but only if I think the song sounds stupid. Otherwise, the main genre I grew up was rock and I explored all of it's forms as a result. I also listen to a whole lot of other genres too in various languages. Specifically, I mostly listen to music in English, Spanish, Japanese, Korean and other languages. Currently I'm spamming my Kpop playlist on repeat to feel more positve about life and get a small boost of energy throughout my days at university.

I also have a schedule like everyone else and I’m usually busy so please be aware I’m usually NOT on for these reasons:

1. I am after all a college student, being a student is very TIRING
2. Working outside of class tutoring
3. Anime watching is now become a major part of my life again!
4. I also play video games (The Sims 4, Pokémon, etc) so this is another reason
5. I am trying my best to be more social, so please be aware I socialize like everyone else
6. Reading is something I love to do in my spare time so I try my best to read as much as possible  
7. There are other reasons as to why I’m not on as much but I’d rather not explain them 

Please note, I am usually never on but if you’d like to talk to me please leave a comment I wouldn’t mind