AkwardLiz

Hello there and I am Elizabeth. I live in the United States and I currently am in college. I am also currently 20 years of age. This doesn’t mean I go with the flow of things and I don’t care about the people in my life. I care deeply about everyone that appears in my life and I try my best to be kind to them. However, I often times fail because of how socially awkward, the fact that I don’t think I’m good enough for people around me, and my fear of saying something wrong. I’m trying to improve who I am more and more though and trying to figure out what I desire and want most in my life. Even if I’m always unsure though, I’ll never be unsure of what I have faith in. My birthday is August 19th also, meaning in literal zodiac terms I am a Leo. However, in other terms I am a cusp meaning a blend of two signs. In my case I’m a Leo-Virgo meaning I have a mix of quiet intellgence and the ability to at the same time be very bubbly and loyal. However, both of these signs are honest and hard workers so really at times I do benefit. Most of my friends think I’m something else, strong, and unique to other people even though I prefer to be happy rather than sad but at times sadness just clearly overrules me. 

Most people on here don’t describe what they look like but I might as well since, this is after all a bio. I am 5’5 in height, not short nor tall, right in the middle. My hair is a longer length and brown and my eyes also brown. I typically wear clothes that make me stand out a bit, but not too much meaning I’m typically modest when I get dressed. Though the older I get the more I am starting to care less about what is in style. Summer is the time where I explore myself the most though and I care less about modesty. I’ve been told I’m pretty by various people, but it wasn't until a few years where I believed them. I’ve always had low confidence ever since I was little. It’s still something I struggle with day in and out. My constant acne outbreaks don't help. I know I can’t do things alone but I’ve, thankfully, never attempted suicide. Really what I have right now keeps me going. 

Anime wise I don’t have any extreme favorites but ever since I could remember I’ve been super into romance so in a way you could consider me a romantic. More than likely I’m a hopeless romantic but I still try to keep my heart far enough where I know I’ll be safe. Also lately I’ve been more involved in male idol groups not like UtaPri but like B-Project, Tsukipro productions, etc. I also like other ordinary genres like action, reverse harems, fantasy, and more. I’m not a huge anime fan as it’s not obvious but I can admit I am extremely into the first two genres I listed. I’m even into their music and the voice actors they have for a lot of characters. Ah....good times indeed lately.

Music wise I am all over the place. The only genre I tend to not like really is country music at times, but only if I think the song sounds stupid. Otherwise, the main genre I grew up was rock and I explored all of it's forms as a result. I also listen to a whole lot of other genres too in various languages. Specifically, I mostly listen to music in English, Spanish, Japanese, and other languages. Currently I'm spamming my Spanish playlist on repeat to learn Spanish more and more everyday.

I also have a schedule like everyone else and I’m usually busy so please be aware I’m usually NOT on for these reasons:

1. I am after all a college student, being a student is very TIRING
2. Working outside of class
3. College classes this school year and college applications for when I have to transfer from my current college
4. Exercising as any normal person should
5. I also play video games (The Sims 4, Pokémon, etc) so this is another reason
6. I am trying my best to be more social, so please be aware I socialize like everyone else
7. Reading is something I love to do in my spare time so I try my best to read as much as possible  
8. Of course, like you all I also watch anime but not as often anymore but typically when I do watch I binge watch the whole series 
9. There are other reasons as to why I’m not on as much but I’d rather not explain them 

Please note, I am usually never on but if you’d like to talk to me please leave a comment I wouldn’t mind