I am in university now and I am considering dropping out. I hate the word dropping out when referred to me, but I guess that is what it is. I just don't think studying in the UK was the right choice for me. It's either that or my luck has run out. I think it's both. Previous school experiences has been quite mixed, but I only remember the good stuff now when I think of it. When I think of it in depth, that's when the worse stuff comes to mind. Rn I am in quite a horrible mental space that doesn't suit my surroundings, I feel. I am not in the right head space, and I just want to go back to my country. But at the same time, I don't want to go back because I don't know waht I would do. So there is a lot I need to sort out before I can make the final call. It's all stressing me very much out. Worst case scenario, I'll try and complete this year. I think I want to try and go bakc home after the first term so that the cost of the school doesn't get that much. (Hopefully) All of this just makes me wanna disappear. I have never ever not had an idea of what to do. I have always had a plan, or a form of one. I don't like where I am headed and I feel like a complete failure. I want to keep living in the UK cus I want to be able to say that I lived there for 3 years, and I am also looking for houses with my friends and it just breaks my heart the thought of not being able to experience that.