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MAJOR MANGA SPOILERS #Lol

enjoy this literal essay of a rant sad hours

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he literally lost his entire family who got slaughtered and he had survivors guilt and felt so horrible he couldnt save them and that he was the lone survivor and he alone knew he couldnt make it out of the demon world by himself so when emma and the grace field children showed up his immediate instinct/reaction was to reject them and push them away because the last time he opened up his heart to people and to love it got ripped away from him ruthlessly and in order to save himself from enduring more unbearable pain he tried to kick them all out but emma saw right through his pain and she helped him and when she first met him she said “im gonna save you” and she DID and she saved him and in return it came full circle as he sacrificed his life to save her and her family just as his family had used their deaths as a means for yuugo to escape and he thought his best friend was dead for YEARS and finally they got reunited and then they both died together and they both helped to train and raise a new generation of cattle children and taught them how to hunt and forage and survive because they themselves were too old to really truly make a difference so they helped to pass down their knowledge and so yuugo was never a bad person he’s just hurt and broken and damaged and wanted to save himself from enduring more pain he was in unbearable pain for so long for so much of his life literally his entire life was so painful he tried to keep livinf for his fallen loved ones he even tried to kill himself but the day he tried to commit suicide emma and the GF children showed up and he DIDNT and yeah emma saved him and he saved her nobody fucking touch me and in the end im devastated he died but it showed him being woken up by lucas which made me sob and he finally got to be reunited with his fanily for eternity but also the girl he loved who died yeah dont touch me anyways in conclusion FUCK tpn anime for not animating him the goldy pond arc not only introduces some amazing characters but also my second favorite ahem yuugo and ALSO its just. SO crucial to emmas character and her development and shit and it shows her really growing and learning and becoming a leader even more so than she already WAS and also they fucking rushed bringing norman in and im so mad about it im sorry for complaining so much i just wow oh my god shut up also that part where yuugo blows up the shelter and then they didnt show his body and then show him showing up and talking emma making it seem like he's alive JUST FOR THEM TO REVEAL ITS EMMA DAYDREAMING/HALLUCINATING FUCKED ME UP. THAT PANEL FUCKED ME UP SO BADLY. ANWYAYS FUCK THIS CHARACTER IS SOOO SO COMPLEX INTRICATE SPECIAL 2 ME I LOVE HIM GOODIGHT WORLD !