This show was incredibly powerful.
Before I go into this, let me just say that if you’re looking for an anime with drama that will later turn into a happy ending, then you should know that this is not that type of show. This is not a show that you can fetishize or make cute ships or pretend that everything works itself out at the end. This is a story that is gritty and horrific and so, so, so tragic. It forces you to look at the ugliest parts of humanity and realize that not every tragic person gets the ending they deserve. Not every bad guy will get the punishment they deserve. Life doesn’t end in happily-ever-afters and Banana Fish is a great example of that.
The story follows 17-year-old Ash Lynx, a runaway former sex toy of a powerful man named Golzine and a current leader of a gang. One day, he learns about a mysterious drug that’s been spreading and while he looks into it, he meets a pure-hearted young man from Japan named Eiji. Along the way, we meet other wonderful characters like Shorter, Sing, Max, Cain, Jessica and even the more complex like Yut Lung and Blanca.
I can’t recommend this anime enough. It honestly surprises me that anyone could think this story is homophobic because I never once saw it that way. Never once did I get the feeling that this anime was trying to make a point that this only happens to gay people. Guys—predators are PREDATORS. A lot of them don’t even take their sexuality into consideration when they assault someone—THEY WILL GO AFTER ANYONE THEY THINK IS ATTRACTIVE AND/OR WEAK. Sexual assault has everything to do with power and dominance and nothing to do with sexuality. So let me get that through your heads right now. Even in today’s society, people tend to overlook male victims a lot more than female victims. This anime happened to focus more on the male victims. I saw male characters put in situations that is, sadly, expected when it comes to women. Again, this story is forcing you to look at the ugly and commonly overlooked side of society. Men get raped just like women do, child abuse exists, anyone can be a predator, people in gangs can be good people just like people in office can be bad. But that’s not all.
We’re given a character like Ash who is constantly pursued, constantly objectified, constantly abused and yet, holds out because he has to. Because he needs to survive. The most tragic part of this entire story isn’t just the bad things that happen in it. It’s because of these little moments of hope, these small moments like Ash has with Eiji, that really makes us as people realize what we take for granted. Heck, even Max and Jessica realized this by the end. Ash could have tried to go for complete power and could have been taken over by his hatred like Yut Lung had, but he chose a different path for himself and that path had led him to Eiji.
Another thing I hate is when people try to fetishize Ash and Eiji’s relationship. I feel like you sort of miss the point when you simply ship them together—their relationship goes beyond something physical like being friends or lovers. What they have is incredibly special, something they’re willing to risk everything for. Ash and Eiji are polar opposites, with Ash being a killer and a sexually abused victim while Eiji is so innocent and naïve. Their paths weren’t supposed to cross but they did, and they learned and grew from each other. Eiji was Ash’s light, his escape from this ruthless hellhole he grew up in. Characters like Yut Lung noticed this and he hated it because it was something he himself didn’t have. Besides the powerful relationship between Ash and Eiji, the juxtaposition between Ash and Yut Lung was also brilliant. They are very similar to each other but they became like Yin and Yang because of the different paths they chose. They could very well have been in each other’s situation if they had chosen differently. I’ll never forget what Blanco said to Yut Lung—about needing to love in order to be loved. It can seem like such a simple thing, but when you live a life soaked in tragedy, things that should be simple are not simple at all.
I’ve never been so moved or so heartbroken for a show before. Even the opening and ending songs have this way of ripping your heart out. I want to tell everyone to watch it, both anime watchers and non-anime watchers alike. But this is not for the faint of heart. Brilliant shows like Banana Fish will leave a mark on you and whether or not that mark is good or bad, it deserves to be carried.