Once again I had to choose something to study and once again I had to choose something I DON'T want to do >.< gah! Damn Center Link. I hate them SO much. I hate the course I'm currently doing. I hate that I can't get a job and that I have no idea what the hell I want to do with my life. I know people say it's ok to not know what I want to do with my life at my age but they also tell me I have to do something (study or work) but how the HELL can I do something when I don't know what I want to study (there is nothing as of yet that I have found that I really want to study) and I can't get a damn job. Argh!!!
What do I do? How do I figure out what I want to do? I don't know. I want to know. It bugs me so much. I'd like to get a job but it's so hard to find someone who will hire me.
People keep telling me that sometimes you have to do things you don't want to. I know that! I know that well! That's what I've been doing the last 2 years, now 3 and I'm sick of it! I'd so much rather be back at school. It was so much easier than this and I wasn't under so much pressure.
I just want to figure out what the hell I want to do with my life! Why's it got to be so damn hard?
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