Hi, this is my AP page. This is where the magic happens.
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What makes me say "Gosh I like this show!"
Do you know the feeling of freedom? The feeling of nothing. The feeling of warmth. The feeling we all can feel but can't talk about. The feeling when all your emotions are relieving from you. No happiness. No sadness. You can't tell what this feeling is, but you just... know it is here.
"I want to feel this feeling again."
No you won't. You don't dislike this feeling. But you dont like it either. The feeling will bring you pain. But it is a painless pain. Where does the pain come from?
You feel paralyzed. You can still move. The world is still spinning around. But you are paralyzed.
You can't feel anything else. This feeling is all you have at the moment.
You can't run away. You can't go back.
This feeling is all you have at the moment. It makes you relax. It makes you feel happy. But again. Where do this happiness come from? Is it the sweet feeling of accomplishment? Is it the deep feeling of love? Is it the scary feeling of taking a step?
No matter what this feeling is.
You can't search for it.
It will come to you.
It came now.
It came months ago.
It might come again someday.
The only thing you can do is wait for this feeling to get to you again.