ive had a messed up and complicated life. im not going to put it in the bio because its just too long of a story. anime gave me an alternate reality to escape the real world. but i have thought about sucide and other dark things even with anime. life felt meaningless. but now i realize that i make my own porpose in life and am finding myself while obsessing over the thing i love to do most-watch anime and read manga. now i am looking for more people like me who have the same passion for things related to anime or music.